Bye for now Norway!
I´m leaving Norway in less than a week and am not coming home until the snow hopefully has melted and it is starting to get just a little brighter outside each night. I´m going to live in Hawaii for some months, leaving my life behind here and facing something new; familiar, but yet strange. I´m leaving with mixed feelings; with sadness in my heart about leaving Mom and everyone and everything I love here, but also with rising excitement of what this visit could mean of new life, hope, challenges and inspiration. It´s no secret, even in my blog, that losing my Dad has left me feeling almost half, or like somebody else than myself or not fully alive. It is like the sun and moon and the stars are no longer in their same places and there is no order in the universe any more. I feel like a stranger in my own country, in my own town, in my own apartment. A stranger and a homeless, like I explained earlier . Maybe it´s time to break new land, to leave the old and look for someth...