Week 2: Ups and downs
If the first week was super hard, the second week had many ups, and many downs. I realized after the first week that patience probably would be my keyword this season, and that everything wouldn´t come as easily to me as I would have liked.... this might be a good thing for me to learn.... keeping at it when it doesn´t come easily. I´ve always hated that, most things had to be fairly easy for me from the beginning to pour my heart into it. Somehow I had it in my mind that leaving home and moving across the world, from living in a nice apartment and driving my own car to living in a community with an unknown number of foreign girls would be easy! That I would just be good at it right away. That I would just love all of it. That it all would be an adventure. Sometimes the dream is better than reality, at least in the beginning. It´s not until the end of the story the girl gets the prince, the war is won by the good guys and the mystery is revealed. And then you realize that it was all...