Birthdays.....

So I´m officially 35, and it sounds crazy to me! 35 , that´s like half way to 70!!! Not many years ago I thought about that as being middle aged!! So do I have to act a certain way now? Be all wise and talk in a specific manner, nod slowly when I listen to people to appear grown-up, quite shopping at H&M and BikBok, start using only gold and silver (no more plastic-fantastic) and change my life to characterize the age-stage I´m at? To some extend my life isn´t all that different from 13 years ago... am I even grown-up then? When I don´t have the house and the kids and the career and the stable life I thought I´d have by now. I think I definitely did not think I would be and feel like this turning 35, when Anett and I from the age of 16 to 18-years old would sit on top of the hillside, giving us the greatest view over our little town, and talk - and dreeeeaaaam about the future!! We only saw potential and opportunities, and life would definitely be smashing and amazing and lived...