Update on my life: Letting go of a dream

I thought I lost you English readers a long time ago, since it is for ever since I used to blog in English, and though there aren't that many of you clicking into my pages like before, understandably when writing in Norwegian now, I see that there are still some from America, and even countries like Greece, South Korea and quite a few from Russia coming by. Are you all Norwegians, I wonder, or is it to look at pictures or use Google translate? Anyways, I thought I'd write a little update on my life (and in English for those who used to follow my blog), and let you know what's been going on the last months. Over a year ago, last summer, I was in Hawaii for the last time with sorrow in my heart. I think the last blogpost: Summer on end or Good bye Hawaii were some of the last I did in English. After a long time of resisting I decided to put my apartment there up for sale (I can still by a click go in and take a look at it !). It wasn't just selling an apart...