How hard it is to finish something good...
One major thing I forgot to mention in my last blogpost about why I quite my plan of moving to South Korea, was that I already in August 2015 sensed that the life I lived was coming to an end. Deep inside I had a feeling that my task was done. The problem was that I didn't want it to be. I felt it while being in North Korea for the first time , and when talking to Morten Traavik there, and I think a part of me knew when I was asked to continue working with NT2 in October. Even when I said no, I was hoping for other doors to open up, and in my mind planning on moving to South Korea still. Why is it so hard to stop doing something you love, even if it's about time? Even when you know deep inside that it's not gonna work. Why is it hard to leave something not good for you - like a relationship? When letting go of something bad I've understood that for me it's difficult to end it because it feels safe, and because it's all I know and the future is unsure, and I...